From birth, a person is doomed to self-determination and choice, to search for the meaning of the world and his place in it. Establishing myself in an everywhere dense world without me, I inevitably and constantly make a choice between imposture, self-affirmation at the expense of others, the path of evil, and - through constructive creativity, self-restraint and responsibility, the affirmation of good. Do I take responsibility for my own non-alibi-in-existence, or does my free will turn out to be the will to bondage - the main nerve and plot of self-determination. To whom is this initial responsibility? Whose face are we painfully trying to discern, peering into black holes in the world? Or is it our own appearance that is reflected and distorted in the looking glass of the mirrors of existence-under-the-view? How to distinguish a loving, honest, creator, saint from an impostor? What are the possibilities for positioning an individual and his self-promotion in modern society? The book is intended for everyone interested in philosophy and the meaning of life, the problem of good and evil.