There are different ways to get out of the state of grief, hopelessness, and depression. Some obediently bow their heads and drag out their existence, resigned to the fact that nothing can be done, others gradually become drunkards, others put on black scarves and go to the monastery, others, clutching their hearts in a fist, continue to live and fight, not realizing that that the heart can burst from unexpressed pain. The author of this book, Olga Tikhoplav-Volkova, took a different path. The death of her beloved husband prompted her to accomplish a spiritual feat, to internal rebirth. Sincerely and sincerely describing her searches and struggles, she shows the way to other people who find themselves in a similar situation.