Events happen in everyone's life, after which you think that there will be no happiness. There is only darkness ahead. And the blows continue to fall on you one after another. And now you are already at the very bottom. How to escape from this nightmare? How to return to normal life? Where can I get the strength not to give up? The author extends a friendly strong hand to the reader and leads him along, pointing to himself from the past. For all your mistakes and successes. To her, as it seemed to her, terrible and “wrong” thoughts. And also for the little joys that people in their tragedy do not notice, but which bring us back to life.