Another mission, another raid, another battle with true friends in a platoon, just a minute... Time after time you launch the game, immerse yourself in the game, live the game. And everything would be fine - just a minute, but you’re already over thirty, have a wife and children, work and loans, and a ton of other obligations, and you still want to play. It’s time to make a choice: turn your favorite hobby into a profession and become an e-sports star - or just grow up? Abstract from liters: They say that the first thirty years of childhood in the life of boys are the most difficult. Then you either have to grow up, or... Everyone has their own second option. And his bosses, wives or society are unlikely to like him. Especially when it comes to computer games. For an adult man, “playing tanks” is considered undignified. Especially if you just left work because of the scoundrel chief editor. The wife, naturally, was not delighted, because you have to live on something. But for me, this may not be just a game. I quit because I was not allowed to go to Poland, where I was supposed to observe major cyber competitions. A saving thought came by itself. We live in a blessed time when any hobby can become a profession. It's decided! I become an esports athlete, winning awards, respect and world fame. Looks like I'm not ready to grow up yet!