This story is about me, who I am, how I became who I am, and the people who helped me transform into Makayla Carly. There comes a time when life's disappointments begin to add up. When you can't shed a single tear anymore. When you can't feel the panic attacks anymore or when you can't beg for another day. I wonder if we are humans having spiritual experiences or are we spirits having human experiences? What does all of this mean? Do we all have a purpose? They say I was a hero - I could achieve anything I set my mind to. How could I be a hero if I had no choice? Nobody asked me. I did what I hope anyone reading would do. While one life was taken too soon, another needed to be lived, truly lived. She needed to be the center of someone's universe. I was this universe. I felt her, just like a pea under the mattress. Translation of the group The text of the book was translated from the original language using an artificial intelligence program. For the most part, the translation of the text is of very high quality, but in some cases, due to the imperfection of the technology, there may be incorrect phrase translations in the text, as well as single words and expressions may not be translated.