A feminist novel about how a woman becomes a victim of domestic violence. And how an unknown virus that provokes attacks of violence becomes her salvation.2025. The world is enveloped by a mysterious disease that causes outbursts of rage, during which the infected cannot control themselves and brutally kill those who come to hand. Housewife Chelsea Martin's family seems ideal, but no one knows that in reality she has been suffering from her husband's bullying for many years and is afraid that her daughters will also be trapped. The rage that plunged the whole world into chaos becomes Chelsea's chance to get out of her home hell and take your life into your own hands.

From the author This book touches on themes of physical, emotional and sexual abuse, there are descriptions of animal death and graphic violence. Some of the scenes may be distressing for readers. Writing the book and delving deeply into these topics was part of my own healing journey. My relationship with my father was difficult. When sober, he showed me disappointment, and when he drank, he abused me emotionally and physically. The scenes in Chelsea's kitchen are based on what my mother and I experienced. In our city they loved dad so much that no one believed us. From the outside, our family seemed perfect. When I turned eighteen, my mother and I finally moved away, and I met an amazing psychotherapist, Betsy. I can’t remember her last name and all her regalia, but she was the first to say: “You do understand that you have become a victim of domestic violence? Your father was just mocking you." Until that moment I did not understand anything. It seemed to me that I was living a normal life. Betsy got my father to go to Alcoholics Anonymous meetings and eventually quit drinking. As far as I know, he no longer drank alcohol, but otherwise did not change until his death - he still tried to control everyone and manipulated the emotions of those around him. As the narcissist's prayer says, it didn't happen; if it was, then it’s not scary; if you're scared, don't bother; and if you bother, then I have nothing to do with it. In 1995, when my mother and I left my father, the Internet did not yet store the answers to any questions, so I am grateful to the family and friends who helped. Who saved us. Abusers often deprive us of the support of loved ones, but in fact, people are ready to help. If you are experiencing abuse, do not hesitate to ask for help. You are not alone.

Who is this book for? For fans of psychological thrillers and novels. For readers of Margaret Atwood and Naomi Alderman. For those who like to put themselves in the shoes of the main characters and think about what they would do in their situation .For readers who like books about disasters and epidemics. For lovers of stories about women who were not afraid to change their lives.

Published in Russian for the first time.