You know how this all turned out for me. You know what he did. You feel the fire he left in my soul when he broke my heart into a thousand tiny pieces. Ever since Marcus arrived, my life has been empty. Since Marcus arrived, there has been nothing left in her. I'm alone, my mother is melting before my eyes, and I feel nothing but emptiness. I work long hours, I work hard, but why? There's nothing left left to fight for. I know that I must meet him. I know that I must return. To fix my life, I must break my connection with him. Seeing Marcus again would destroy himself, but it was time to end it. Now I don't feel angry or confused. I will feel it when I see him again, and when I lose everything because of him again. The only thing that will be on my mind is revenge. But how can you harm someone you still love very much? How can you still care about a monster? How can you continue to feel this? Our story is the most complex of all, it is far from beautiful, far from perfect, it consists of a tangled tangle of emotions that neither he nor I know how to cope with. But we will fix everything. You'll see.