Sasha is going to leave her hometown and start a new, long-desired life, but unexpected motherhood cancels out all her plans. Having become a victim of pregnancy denial syndrome, she desperately tries to understand and accept the reality in which her child was born quite suddenly. A reality in which her whole life is falling apart. This book is about choice and the impossibility of choice. About the right to dream and the impossibility of dreams. About the denial of the surrounding reality and the impossibility of life beyond it. And also about dislike and hope for love and a second chance.