Pastor Ben Langley is irresistible. His wife died giving birth to their daughter six years ago. But his tragic past doesn't stop me from wanting to unravel him, to strip away his buttoned-up virtue and find out what kind of man lies underneath. If that makes me angry, so be it. Either way, I'm far from redeemed. Ashley Kendrick is freedom personified. She is the unpredictable wind that I want to grab onto. Every Sunday she watches from the front row as I preach, dressed in her crop tops and tiny skirts - a dangerous temptation. Her favorite words are the four letter variety and her smile lights up the darkness inside me. I vowed to love one woman forever. I never thought that vow would be impossible to keep when faced with the chance to love again. Finding Hope is a romance of opposites with emotional connections to the past that are so strong that they cannot be overcome.