Space tourist 2, having gone out into outer space in a spacesuit, unexpectedly disconnects the rescue halyard and flies off into space. Why did I do this? - he thinks with horror. And remembers his earthly life. What was it? After the ban on his organization, to which he gave his life, and then the death of his son and wife, he is looking for the lost meaning of his life and justification for his escape from Earth in order to calmly, without despair, prepare to part with everything he loved. This book used the audio diary of “mental revelations” of Tourist 2, recorded on film in the secret compartment of his spacesuit backpack.