(Second edition, corrected and expanded) Just living is too little. We must also enjoy life, study it, and most importantly, feel the pain of all people and shout loudly about it. The era imposes on the author certain experiences that shaped his worldview. It is quite tragic and contrasting. “What a century! Everything is in black and white...” The author sees everything in dark colors, feels within himself the impossibility of harmonious development. Well, in our time, everyone has the right to their own point of view. The main thing is that in addition to the emotional intensity, there is also a bright visual power.