That day Sasha had no premonitions. An ordinary morning. And then an explosion occurred. She can no longer go down the subway and be in the crowd. Fear attacks suddenly, suffocates, makes her heart beat at the limit. The attack lasts a minute, half an hour, an hour. Medicines suppress some symptoms. But you will have to fight fear yourself. Or should you still tell someone about your feelings? A trip to Kaliningrad to visit your grandmother is a chance to return to normal life, because no one there knows what happened, and you don’t have to be afraid of sidelong glances and uncomfortable silence. How to free yourself from fear ? Where to find a point of support and strength to live on?..