This is the story of a man who had everything - beauty, wealth, education, fame, career - and who gave it all to find the answer to the question that tormented him: is there really freedom or enlightenment behind all this? abstractions that religions have bombarded us with? At the age of 49, a tremendous mutation occurred to him, which radically changed his perception, the functioning of all his senses and the physiology of the body down to the level of cells and chromosomes. All accumulated knowledge was completely swept away from him, including the idea of an independent “I” and a society opposing it. It was as if he had reached the end of a corridor consisting of opposites - both cause and effect had completely disappeared. The book is a collection of early conversations with this man who does not fit into any existing social and spiritual frameworks and ideas. In these conversations, he unceremoniously demolishes the false superstructure of our borrowed ideas and established customs, because in order for the real to emerge, everything false must be destroyed. Reading this book, many of you will feel that all your fragile beliefs that you have been collecting all my life. Yuuji's words are like fire - they will burn you. But oddly enough, they will also revive you.