Is it possible to live a lie?

This ghost town is the place that haunted me, that created me. It became very clear to me that I would never outgrow Triple Falls or forget what I experienced here. I can still feel them all - my guys from that summer.

Even knowing the danger, I willingly surrendered. Didn't heed any warning. I allowed my illness, my love, to control and destroy me. I played my role, understanding everything perfectly and tempting fate until it did its job. And I didn’t even think about running away.

We are all guilty of what happened and are serving our sentences. We behaved irresponsibly and frivolously, thinking that our youth made us indestructible, freeing us from the burden of our sins. And they paid for it.

I'm tired of pretending that I didn't leave my soul between these hills and valleys, in the thicket of the forest that keeps my secrets. That's why I came back. To come to terms with your fate. If I don't grieve my past enough and heal enough, I will continue to get sick. This will be my curse.

But the time has come to admit, more even to myself than to others, that I myself gave up my future because of the person I became, and because of the men who contributed to it.< /p>

Now I just want to come to terms with my essence and forget about the finale that awaits me. Because I can't live a lie anymore.