I'm an ordinary nineteen-year-old virgin, living with an estranged mother and grandmother. They have already driven my father and grandfather from the world, now they have switched to me. I am the same guy who buys clothes at the market with his mother, sleeps in the same room with his grandmother, watches anime and thinks that he is the smartest. I am the eternal “just a friend” and “you’re like a brother to me.” I want a lot, but I do very little. I’ve always held people’s shit, but now I’m running around with my pants crap from fear. Death? But I didn’t have time to do anything! I actually ended up here by accident! Will it all end so stupidly and banally? Will I still die a virgin?

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