Before you is a collection of poems imbued with: strength and courage, despair and pain, the loneliness of freedom and the fear of facing the unknown and unthinkable. Unknown and unthinkable, but so ordinary and everyday! These are poems about the struggle of a person with his existence - with the wall that his existence appears to a person. With a wall: “invisible and omnipresent, quiet and loudly roaring.” Just as “every path plays with all the colors of existence!”, so these poems contain many depths that are colorful in their blackness. And among these “flowers of evil” there will be beautiful buds and enchanting petals!