The warm sea breeze blows in my face. The blue boundless sea stretches around. Not a single cloud in the sky. Complete idyll, complete pleasure... Why am I writing my notes now, or rather confession, I actually don’t know. But I probably want to tell others this complicated story of my life... Maybe this will serve as a warning for other young people, or maybe it will make my life easier. In the world of patterns, it is difficult to find your way. Now I have everything a person could dream of, but the only thing missing is peace of mind. For everyone, I am a respectable businessman and a good family man. I am respected by the authorities of this small country. No, I’m not looking for fame - just through my actions, I want to atone for my guilt before people.