From bestselling young adult author Ida Martin! A mystery thriller about childhood trauma, first love, and true friendship. Every night, Mickey is tormented by the same nightmare. She is sure that this has something to do with the physical education teacher who disappeared last spring. A corpse suddenly found near the school only strengthens Mickey’s suspicions: she decides to find out who is behind the terrible crime. But the more Mickey learns, the more difficult it becomes to hold on to reality and not to be lost in the labyrinths of chaos. Her relatives, teachers and friends are all hiding something from her. Her feelings are manipulated, the ordered world is falling apart, and the pictured guy who can get her out of it all does not come. And in order to unravel the tangle of secrets, Mickey must do the most important thing - understand herself and look her childhood fears in the eye. “A book that will envelop you in a web of mysteries. Where is the truth, and where is the figment of a fevered imagination? When it seems that the whole world is against you, and your life button is hanging on a thin thread, there is only one thing left to do - hold on tighter to those around you. But sometimes this is not enough..." - Vika @skiter_vika