If I had always done what my parents wanted, I would already be in college. Instead, I'm drowning in secrets, all of them connected to my brother's best friend. Hayes Wilder is a walking red flag warning me to stay away. And yet, all I can think about are his calloused hands on my skin. He's a great player, both on and off the ice, but right now he only wants to play with me. Hiding isn't easy, especially when you live in a small town where nothing stays hidden. And when our secret falls into the wrong hands, decisions and regrets come all at once. I have everything I've always dreamed of, right before my eyes. All my dreams lie at my feet. But I have to decide whether loving him is worth losing myself. I wish someone had told me that the most beautiful poison is also the most deadly.