Life is a series of events with different colors, once upon a time I believed that it would be colorful. How it happened that in the end the dreams did not come true, I cannot explain and probably never will be able to. A young man who was too carried away by the romance and adventurism of the role-playing movement and everything that goes with it, computer toys and role-playing reconstructions and, as a result, disappointment in the real world. My story began with a farewell note. Which explained the reasons for my action. How stupid I was then. But I couldn’t change anything; the virtual capsule was blinking with indicators of the life support system.