“But I want a woman” As soon as Nikki Wade realized what Helen was saying, a feeling of deep delight crowded out all doubts. She quickly looked away and tried to calm herself before looking back into the shining green eyes. Now there was some relief in them that she was finally able to talk about it. Nikki had spent the last three years in a women's prison, and all that time she thought only about Helen Stewart. Now she was free, and it seemed that she had everything she had always wanted. It was so difficult to believe what was happening that for a second she became afraid.