Having been on the brink of life and death, no one remains the same. Something in the person will undoubtedly become different. This could be his appearance, the intonation of his voice, actions that he has not done before. But the most important thing is thoughts. Consciousness and worldview are changing. A master once told me about this, and only now I understood what he was trying to tell me. It is not the old wanderer who returns to the world, but a new traveler who must finish what he started. So I have to accept the new me and finally find the long-awaited happiness