Everything that once happened to the young twenty-three-year-old girl, student and graduate of the pedagogical institute Elizaveta, is already in the past. So distant and seemingly unreal that it is shrouded in haze and only occasionally reminds of itself with equally distant and unreal memories and dreams. Now I'm Leila and I'm only 5 years old. How to live with this? I don't know, but I'll try. Moreover, a suddenly revealed gift can become both a great help in understanding and mastering this world, and it can also destroy me if anyone finds out about it.