The main character of the novel combines all the features of early youth: rebellion and romanticism, naivety and selfishness, vulnerability and uncertainty, an irresistible thirst for love and happiness. Together with her we will walk the path of her life: from first love and marriage to the birth and raising of a child. She faces difficult life trials, and her beloved husband is busy with scientific work, her son is born “special”, and time will not heal him. Everyone lives in their own separate world. There is no one to rely on. The heroine will have to learn that dreams and reality do not coincide, learn to make decisions, see the people around her with new eyes and, above all, her own mother. We met the heroine on the threshold of adulthood, and we leave her on the threshold of adulthood with an understanding of our responsibility for everything that happens and with hope.