“My right palm clutches the handle of the knife, at the same time the blade in my left announces its presence - blood staining my sweaty palm. No pain. My leg muscles are numb from squatting in the dark. Why am I sitting in some niche and spying on a loving couple on the bed? Why is there a knife in my hand? Why doesn't it hurt me? Why am I lying in wait like a maniac from a horror movie?..”Oksana Leslie (Oksana Vyacheslavovna Kornienko) is a native of Uzbekistan, a philologist by training, an immigrant since 1998, author of the novel “Mother America Calling?”, video blogger on YouTube (Oksana Alabama USA ), mother of three sons, honorary blood donor, contractor and just a fun person.