Lies and secrets. Anders feeds me them, and I swallow everything, not understanding where the truth is and where the lies are. He has the ability to say the right things and tell me what I want to hear. He's definitely the best, with his body, bringing me back when I think we've crossed the point of no return. I need to get away from him. It is dangerous, poisonous and deadly to my heart. But I can not. Every time, every little piece of him, when he allows me to look into his soul, it fuels my addiction to him. He is going to destroy me. Everything they told me was true. He's going to destroy me. Will I be able to let him go before it's too late?