An interview with one of the outstanding, most controversial Polish musicians, and at the same time an inspiring figure in show business. The leader of the Behemoth group reveals all his cards. Sincerely and uncompromisingly, he talks about his childhood, growing up, first love and musical inspirations. He recalls how Behemoth was born, but also talks about whirlwind romances or serious relationships. Darsky’s interlocutors devote a lot of time to the musician’s views on issues related to religion, church, history, a person’s place in society and family. And, of course, thoughts about the successful fight against leukemia. This book will tell you that Nergal is not just a brawler and a stage demon, but, above all, a man of versatile views, extremely well-read, aware of his strength and the strength of his convictions. An independent person who values freedom above all else. Sometimes sensitive and romantic.