The novel is based on real events. This is a kind of quintessence of what is going on in the soul of a young man in love, who during his life ended up in hell, where there is only time left to rethink his short fate in the person of one independent people. Where, instead of loving life itself, like a woman, he has to love the state, where the cry of his soul is unable to overcome the silence, where, being far from unnecessary conversations, immersed in the darkness of oblivion, through the prism of his poor but honest experience, he Every minute he feels more and more clearly the falsehood that reigns around. Where he is not alone, because there are many of them - links in the chain on which sits a mad elephant, ready to explode at any moment. This is a novel full of sadness, anxiety and tenderness. A book of great courage, great love.