People who have lived their entire lives under socialism are like flowers that grow in a greenhouse - they take special care. A wild, steppe flower takes on all the hardships of nature. If you managed to survive, you are on horseback. This is the law of the market West. Is this why our market relations are “slipping”?! Party and Komsomol workers, servicemen from the law enforcement system, who stood closer to the state trough, suddenly became millionaires and oligarchs. Teachers, scientists, doctors and others who are in love with their profession are left with nothing. In this book I am trying to comprehend the path that I had to go through in this life...Contains obscene language.