I was my father’s favorite daughter, I had everything, a beautiful, prosperous life, the fulfillment of any whim, until he appeared in my life. The one who destroyed naive dreams and showed adult real life. My first man, my pain, my fear, my addiction. Will I be able to survive his betrayal and move on in life, when the whole world is against you, and there is no one to protect you, I will have to pay dearly for my father’s mistakes, bear the cross alone until he, an elegant, handsome, courageous liger, appears in my life . Will he be able to heal my wounded heart and accept my shame and my children. H.E. In the text: - swearing - violence against the heroine, but not between the main characters. 2 the book of the “find and not lose” series can be read as an independent work.