DARLEENIt took me three years to get to hell and back... My mind and body were poisoned. There was nowhere to fall below.San Francisco became a second wind. A chance to start over, to remember who I am. Remember dancing...This time I won't give up.The last person I would like to meet here is my new neighbor. Future lawyer-moralist. And I didn’t think that I could feel the warmth from just his look.But, falling into the healing infinity, I understood: “He will never look at you the same way again if you tell him the truth.”< /p>SAWYERExams, meetings in court - every minute I teetered on the edge of the abyss. Knowing that sooner or later I will break loose.There was no desire or strength left to meet with the girls. I was barely afloat myself.But now Darlene and I were having dinner together. Bad idea.She came into my life like a hurricane. Lightweight and weightless. Ready to tear down this wall between me and the world.What can I give her? Except pain and suffering.And can I be with someone whose past is a complete lie?