If you're looking for a heartwarming story about a girl madly in love with a troubled boy who will change her life, telling sob stories with beautiful metaphors and a million ways to show you how "broken" she was...

Wait ! Don't read another word. I'm not that kind of girl.

My name is Emerland Anderson, and I'm not going to lie to you: I flunked out of college my sophomore year, got fired from every job, and didn't have a normal relationship.< /p>

I wanted to have someone who would be there and encourage me: “No, Emerland, you are wonderful, and you will succeed!”, but I don’t have anyone. My grandparents pay absolutely no attention to me, and my mother's suicide note read: "You will end up just like me - empty, but beautiful in the eyes of others."

She was right.

She was right.

She was right.

She was right. p>

I decide to start my life anew and take two jobs that will change me forever - one from the inside, and the other from the outside; I continue to be guided by my mother's words to stay away from the sexy and mysterious Carter Blake.

He is the first guy who has ever pursued me, the first person determined to find out why I am the way I am, but he's wasting his time.

I'm not broken. I don't need to be "corrected". I'm a beautiful mistake