You know, in this book, you will find something that is hidden from your eyes. Something that is not spoken about out loud, but is only passed on in a whisper from one person to another, gradually acquiring more and more new details, turning into a semblance of a myth. In many ways, these stories, told in chilling detail, have nothing to do with life. With that life, young people calling themselves “skinheads”, “nationalists”. Some call them fascists, “scumbags.” Some people use stronger words for this. But neither one nor the other ever knows the whole truth. They only say what is put into their heads, often without their own opinion. Well, this is an opinion, albeit an imposed one, a personal matter for everyone. I’m not trying to convince you of anything, I’m just trying to show you this world, tell you about the lives of these people, because I know about it first-hand. You will look at all this through my eyes, you will see what I saw, you will experience what I experienced, you will experience what I happened to experience. It will seem to someone that the life I describe is not real because of its cruelty, that all this cannot happen. And I’ll tell you - take off the blinders from your eyes and you will see that this world is actually much tougher than you think. Don’t run from the truth, sooner or later, it will overtake you and knock you down without letting you understand what is happening. I chose this path, and no one has the right to accuse me of something, to say that I am wrong, because this is my choice... Now it’s too late, to change something, nothing can be done, you need to go forward, looking back, only to remember your mistakes and not make them in the future. The only thing I can do at the moment is to thank the Lord God for staying alive...