Doesn’t it happen when you want to kill your younger brother? This is how I feel now. Ready to pierce him with a sword. Maybe if I let go of the situation, give it some time, rest and calm down, I’ll figure out a way to solve problems with him differently. Possibly skin picking? Unfortunately, I don't have time to rest. There was too much going on. I feel someone’s evil will behind everything that is happening. Like the shadow of a puppeteer on the screen of a puppet theater. And this needs to be dealt with as soon as possible. After all, the most dangerous enemy is the one you can’t see.