Masochism has always been a part of human culture. Its essence seems simple: to experience pain, and then, in contrast, feel much better. In one form or another, masochism is inherent in millions of people: workaholics, tattoo fans, BDSM activists, ultramarathon runners, ballerinas, religious ascetics and lovers of unbearably hot peppers. The variations of masochism can be stunning, and its various facets have long been awaiting exploration. Lee Cowart is the ideal researcher for this topic. All her life she was an avid masochist, in search of the most acute, painful sensations. On the pages of this book, she describes her participation in BDSM sessions, understands why people choke on hot peppers, and communicates with psychologists, as well as other people who seek pleasure in pain. Cowart explores how our brains and bodies respond to pain, what its meaning is, and how it can consume us whole.