Mashenka, a nineteen-year-old kid from Kitay-Gorod, has gone too far with substances and now doesn’t understand where she is or who she really is... Mashenka remembers everything from what she read and watched. But he can’t remember himself. Is it true that Prince Myshkin lives in a former toy store, that dolls have the same rights as people, that in Russia it is indecent to walk around with an open face, that a world war over skin color is about to begin. It remains to find out: where is the truth, whose side to choose and which of the many to accept oneself for. The book contains obscene language.