The one who never wanted to be the Boss ended up becoming one. I always knew he was dangerous. I knew that he was cruel and merciless towards others. But now I know that he can be like that with me too. Derek is my nightmare. My lust. My air. He collected everything that was terrible and beautiful for me. I love him. I hate him. War rages not only between clans and within the family, but also in our bed. The bloody rivers have changed their course. We rush down at the speed of light, falling into a seething waterfall of passion. Is there a chance to survive? Is there a chance to die?