The book “MY POSITION” is documentary evidence of the formation of a non-systemic opposition in Russia. In the book, the reader will be able to see the inner world of one of the non-systemic parties of the Russian movement. Here is intrigue, here is a struggle for power, here is betrayal, here is a struggle of interests. The book can also serve as educational material for those who decide to become a politician. This work also talks about the formation of Russian national democracy in Russia. Why can June 3, 1995 be considered the day that marked the beginning of the creation of the Russian national democratic movement? - you will find the answer to this question in the second chapter of the book “MY POSITION”. Pay attention to the interesting interview with Olga Zelenina, whose high-profile case was called the “Poppy Case” or “Zelenina Case”. Read, because the book includes both theory and practice, and everyone will find something useful in it. This work consists of three parts. The first part of the book contains 29 chapters, the second part of the book is devoted to selected articles and essays in which the author expresses his thoughts of a more philosophical nature, as well as his opinion about certain people from Russian life. The third part of the book contains news articles and the author's opinion on current events. For the first time, the book was published in parts and chapters in the publication “RUSSIA - TODAY” (link to the Rossiya-Segodnya website: rustod.ru) The first part of the book from its first chapter was published in “RUSSIA - TODAY” on March 13, 2019. I offer my deepest words of gratitude to the head of the publication “RUSSIA - TODAY” and the staff of the publication who edited my work and published it. At a time when you couldn’t trust anyone, you could firmly trust these people. This time the cover belongs to the author