Cases, worries, responsibilities, debts... The endless cycle of disgusting routine - who is lucky enough to escape it? Hardly many. The days are similar to one another, as if they were a carbon copy, and there is not a single bright spot ahead. And how often there is a desire to give up everything and go far away, to a place where no one will find you! What a temptation... What if this is not a desire, but a necessity? What if an unknown force suddenly pulls you out of your usual way of life and sends you to hell? Adapt, survive, look for answers to questions. "A holy place is never empty". This is not fantasy, this is reality. Severe and merciless towards the weak. Are you still sure that you want to leave? An autobiographical story about difficult choices, all-conquering love, as well as some of the nuances of survival in modern reality, outlined by a direct participant in the events described