Denying or not noticing the existence of such a phenomenon as pornography is the same as believing that children are found in cabbage. Of course, it is not customary to talk about this openly, but this phenomenon has existed since sexual dimorphism, or more precisely, sexual relations, has existed. Many people probably wanted, if not to participate in this kind of event, then at least to look at it from a close distance. Well, in recent years, thanks to the Internet, pornographic films have become so accessible that it is necessary to protect minors from their obsession. But every business has its own subtleties and pitfalls. Sometimes it seems to us that the life of a porn star is easy and pleasant, but working as a porn actor is not easy. No one knows how difficult it is to get an erection in a room full of people, about sex with women you don't even like, or how to change positions in the middle of the action. No one is saying that women have it easier, but they can pretty much fake everything. But you cannot fake an erection or ejaculation. Male porn actors are artists in their own environment. This book makes an attempt to look at this world from the inside, through the eyes of one of the once famous (the book was written in 1992) male porn actors. And without vulgarity or profanity. Only euphemisms and medical terminology. Despite the passage of time, many characters, including the author himself, are alive and continue to work in the film industry. Any interested reader will be able to find information about them on the Internet. But the sincere and honest look of one of the stars of the porn industry on the life and morals of this environment will be of interest to any reader who has at least once watched porn and thought about the real feelings of the actors of this unusual genre.