From the moment of birth, my life flowed smoothly and planned. And I just reluctantly followed it. But one day everything changed. I woke up. Another. Independent. Free from all the rules that surrounded me. But I have no idea how this happened or where I am. I don't remember graduating from college. I don't remember the guy I live with, Adam. He loves me, and I love him. At least, that's what everyone says.

However, in my dreams my memories come to me, and I see a completely different man who is perfect for me. He scares me. It makes my heart beat faster and I feel like I never have before. I don't know if I want to continue my rollercoaster life, drowning in his piercing brown eyes and ruffling his black hair again, or if I want to return to my safely planned, slow life, which, as they convince me, is the real me.