Everyone around is saying - you haven’t lived well, the guy, you haven’t smelled life. You are still so young. But I think differently, it’s all of you who haven’t smelled life. I don’t know how you lived there, maybe it was better than mine. Don't know. But after what I experienced in the closed city, it’s not for you to teach me. I had real teachers, real friends, real heroes and my first true love. Roll y'all! With your morals. It couldn't be any worse than there. They did everything so that you could live like a human being. You will never know what really happened there. You will not be allowed to know this truth. Diary. Everything is written down in the diary. The real truth as I saw it.