As a sex addict, Lily Calloway must do the impossible. Remain abstinent for 90 days. Wishes and fantasies become her new habit, but as Lauren Hale recovers from her alcohol addiction, Lily wonders if he will understand what a monster she really is. Eventually, her sexual obsessions begin to rule her life the longer she remains faithful to him.

Progress. This is what Lily strives for. But trying to get closer to her family with people who don't know about her addiction creates big obstacles. As she spends time with her little sister, she learns more about her than she could have imagined and senses an unsettling connection between Daisy and Ryke Meadows.

As Lily and Law's dysfunctional relationship falters and falls out of balance, they will have to find a way to reunite, being many miles apart.