An autobiographical story about incredible love and inconsolable pain that must be overcome in order to survive and move on, achieving success. Natalya’s world, fragile and mysterious, sparkled with new colors after meeting Sergei. It seemed that now there would be no end to happiness. Beautiful wedding, plans for the future, children. And suddenly, already in the late 90s, this terrible word “Chernobyl” was heard again in the lives of the heroes. The book will tell you, using a real example, how to find strength when the meaning of life is lost and the world has ceased to exist.