Alena, for the sake of her beloved man, renounced Christ and converted to Islam; As a result, she ends up in a camp where they train female suicide bombers. Will she be able to escape and escape certain death? What will happen to Akhmet, who was haunted by the words of the Holy Gospel - a book taken from the journalist he killed? Love and hatred, loyalty and betrayal are closely intertwined in the plot of the novel. God does not pass by - this is the main idea of the book: God’s providence in the destinies of people. No matter what we do, no matter where we rush, no matter how much we forget about Him, God is nearby and will never pass by, especially if we call on Him for help. He will be in our lives if we take at least one step towards Him. The novel is partly based on real events and destinies.