Frank, sometimes shocking memoirs of former top model Victoire Doxer, who at the age of 17 conquered all the world's catwalks, barely entering the world of fashion. Rapid rise, becoming one of the twenty most popular models, participation in shows of leading couturiers: Céline, Alexander McQueen , Miu Miu, Vanessa Bruno - the life that millions of girls dream of. But there is another side to this tale: the tyrannical demands of the agencies, because of which Victoire had to lose 10 kilograms by eating only three apples a day; a ruthless selection system that forces girls to behave like predators in the jungle. This is a true story about how the fashion industry absorbs people, leaving only a pretty picture of them. And how a triumphant debut can lead to a suicide attempt.