The main character returns to his hometown. Arriving, he encounters the past from his youth, which has lived in him all the years. “Where are you running? From whom? From her? Push? Admit that this diary, which you cherish and protect so much, which you carry with you everywhere, is not a talisman for good luck. You told yourself that because it’s easier. No. This is something more, this is your standard. You try on every woman to match him, to the feelings that are in him, albeit in youthful language. And you measure your relationships with women by past feelings that you experienced then, twenty years ago, but which you remembered, albeit not clearly. It may be stupid, but you compared everyone to this girl. And not a single one passed the test for matching feelings. Are you really so stupid that you didn’t understand her last phrase. Were you expecting a frank confession, an invitation? Naive. This is not the woman, or rather the one I was waiting for, who cannot be missed. And do you want to leave? And to whom? She is a strong woman and will not live only by memory. Time will have a calming effect on her and will heal her. Where will you be? Yes, you will remain in the past.”