Everything seems to be fine, life flows as usual, comfortably and measuredly, but something is always missing. It is no longer possible to fill the spiritual emptiness and relieve the oppressive melancholy using the methods known from a young age. But if the seeds of understanding and joy have already been sown, then, as many know, adversity only contributes to their germination. Going through life's trials and internal torment, the main character gradually remembers the immutable truths, without the acceptance of which existence turns into hell.