...And only in my hands was how I would answer them. And I sometimes answered loudly, but not aggressively, until there was nothing in me anymore of someone who could respond with anger. And this loud response was felt by them as obvious aggression. While it was they who created it within themselves at that moment. And I just answered them the way they deserve, but from the position of looking at mercy and how God sends you circumstances. Where his loud word didn’t mean that he didn’t love you or didn’t understand you. But only that it is... a gesture of mercy aimed at changing your own destiny. Your emotions of decline are already associated with a lack of energy, which is not associated with the laziness that men and other “groin-minded” women experience. Your fatigue is not identical to laziness and is caused by a lack of a sense of understanding and love, as energy that can only be obtained by working on yourself in a way that leads to insight. Streaming dialogues that help gain understanding.