Auto-fiction about parenthood, genes, acceptance of illnesses and the characteristics of loved ones.

Marina learns that her father, a radiobiologist who tested the soil after the Chernobyl nuclear power plant accident, died of a rare disease - Huntington's chorea. Being pregnant and in panic fear of passing on chorea to her son, she talks about the perception of herself as a mother, rethinks the role of her father in her life and the history of their mutual alienation. Trying to understand what kind of person her father was, Marina touches on the topic of the value of human life in the Soviet Union, unspoken family traumas and shame for your loved ones.